ME

ME

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

A shaky progress

My ability to concentrate, during the past couple of years, has markedly declined. In recent days, it has veered dangerously close to zero point.

How much of this further decline is due to the absence of the cigarette smoking ritual, which served as an essential distraction, to break up prolonged periods of minimal activity. A passive nicotine patch is no substitute for the active inhalation of hot toxins. I’m not really sure that I enjoyed cigarettes; I know that I occasionally enjoyed the smoking process.

The struggle continues!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You know its worth it....

Hang in there!

Malcolm said...

Hi CA, Thanks for the encouragement. Problem is that I only THINK it's worth it ... I don't KNOW!